Just a little something to put minds at ease I guess. People at college might have noticed I've been seeming a bit off-ish recently. I'd prefer it if I was just left alone for a while, maybe. It's not that I don't appreciate the effort of people trying to make me feel better or asking if I'm okay (though I do kind of dislike being asked if I'm okay), but my reasons behind posting this are to say that I'm feeling pretty empty right now, not lonely or upset, more likely just drained emotionally. It's not like it's the first time it's happened, but it does give me quite a bit of apathy when it does. So I apologise if I come across as insulting or angry or anything like that.

Through my experience, I've found one of the best ways for me to get out of these slumps is to sit by myself quietly and try and to find... Something. Often this also includes staring at walls. Yeah, I can see how that could give the impression that there is something more important, but that's really what there is to it. I don't like being given attention for these sorts of things really, since it gives me the impression that people will think that's all I'm doing it for (attention). Besides, as harsh as it may sound, I really don't think theres a lot anyone else can do about it. It's a state of mind I'm stuck in and it makes sense, to me at least, that I'm the only one who can drag myself out of it.

Lastly. No, I am not feeling suicidal, self-harming or a difference in the way I'm eating (admitedly I'll miss breakfast from time to time, but I still feed myself plenty). Sorry to worry you, if that's what I've done.

And again, sorry, that I haven't said a lot of this to you guys at college. I write better than I talk... Though I prefer to talk to people rather than write to them.

Anyway. On a lighter note, I recently finished watching the R.O.D The TV (Read or Die) anime series with my sister. It was a fun series. A lot of explosions and action and funny stuff going on. Though some of the scenes I know were intended to be cute, I personally found a little depressing. Especially some of the scenes between Yomiko and Nenene... Well this is meant to be more positive paragraph. So I'll finish off by saying it's a great series with, I thought, pretty well developed characters (Nenene I found especially cool) and I guess you could say it was... Touching in places.